Is this what I wanted is life? Is this how I wanted my life to be? Is this my dreams, hopes and aspirations? I always had these questions running in my mind ever since I steeped my foot in IPBA. I had been in IPBA for more than 1 year now but I still have this mixed feelings in mind whether or not this is my dream.
Even if you ask me now, at this moment of time, I would tell I don't know! I seriously don't know! Why am I here in the first place! There is no turning back now! I had been motivating myself to love my life, love what I am doing, but I just can't! I just don't feel right about things.
The only thing to console my dieing heart is to believe that this is what was written to me! God showed me this path and he wanted me to be in this line. I have no choice but to honor HIM and be one of HIS child.
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