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I am going to a massive self-transformation. I don't want to be the person, the girl, i was last year or the year before. I was to be swami's child. I wanted to be a flower in HIS garden, so i listed out all the things i want to transform in the year 2011. My 2011 resolution had been going on really well, until the second week of my stay in hostel. Being with people who are from the total opposite lifestyle and character from how i would like to be, is really tough. I mean like, there are so many people and every individual have a character of their own. It seriously take years, to really understand them. What more to be with them every single day there. I am trying to adjust myself with it. With swami's beside me all the time, guiding and leading me to the right part I am not in fear of anything.

At the same time, lots of people actually feeling different about me. All i want to say is, i am always the same. I am just getting matured. I don't want to look at things as how i viewed last time. There is a brighter and broader perspective for us to view things. I don't want to go back to the narrow minded person whom i was all this while. I want to be the agent of change to bring positive and good to everyone around me. Many people had asked me, why vegetarian? You are still studying, you need energy, you are thin and etc etc etc. The best answer i can tell is be vegetarian for 1 month and you will know the difference. Yes! I know i am studying but look up people, vegetarian have lots more benefits compared to the non. Energy? Who said vegetarian don't get energy? Look up in the internet and you will get thousands of website saying that you get the same amount of energy in vegetarian food! There is no such thing which says that protein is only found in meat! This was my first transformation and with swami's grace everything is going on well.

There is lots more to talk about here but i really ought to go to sleep now. Its getting late. I will continue soon ok.. HAve a nice day!