-Bhagawan-

Swami.
I miss you...
Why? I still don't understand why you have to leave us in a sudden? No matter how hard i think, I just couldn't find an answer for this. Why swami? Why? Can't you feel our sufferings here. I just don't feel like doing anything here. Every time i think of you, tears just rolls down my eyes. I just can't control my feelings. Deep inside my heart it really hurts. I want everything to be normal, just like how it was a month ago, where you were perfectly normal, walking and blessing all your devotees in the mandhir. I wish all these was just a dream, i am still not ready to face this fact. You have told us not to be attached to your physical body but to all your teachings. But swami, its very difficult. You have been a part of my life ever since I was a child. And now, without telling us, you just left all your children. I wish you will always be with me swami and I know you will. Walk with me through every part of my life.
I love you swami.