Basically my life is so complicated! Why? because I was an aimless person in my life! After I completed my SPM, I had no idea on what to pursue my education on. Actually I had.. but it was not a die hard kind of thing. So, every person I met showed me different lines where I could take up! At the end of the day I was like soooo confused when I saw like thousands of path way in front of me! At the same time, my friend got the application letter to enter teachers training institute. She said why not we just apply for it. So we applied! *just for fun you see, I was actually hoping that I won't get the interview as this was not my cup of tea* but somehow I got it and I don't know what happened and I passed everything and *boooom* i entered IPBA!
The thing is that I came into IPBA with a heavy heart...and NOw I found something which I really want to focus my life on! I find this particular topic so interesting and I just want to learn it, learn everything about it, be an expect on it! (don't ask me about it, coz it shall remain a secret for now...:) :) )
Can you see the power of GOD! HE is the the ultimate supreme who knows what is the best for you! HE always gives the best for his child, likewise he had given the best for me!
Right now, we are facing a number of financial issues in my family and my dad's work is also insecure now! My dad is working in a multi national company called HONEY WELL and believe it or not, his office is retrenching staff and my dad is now their primary target and I just don't understand why! Now, i feel so relieved that I am not causing any financial difficulties for my parents to pay for my studies. Just imagine if i joined a private university! How would my parents suffer to educate me and my brothers. I am trying my level best to safe enough money and not ask any money from my parents. Whatever i need i buy from my nearby mall. I hope whatever i am doing now will help a little in my families financial issue.
Swami, I thank you so much for showing me the best always. I know whatever decision that you make for me is always the best! I might not know it now but sooner or later I can see the consequences of every decision I make in my life. Right now swami, I have a biggest conflict in my life. I am sure you know it swami, please swami, show me a way out. What should I do? Should i listen to my parents or should i listen to my heart. Whatever decision you decide for me, I shall accept with my full heart, please show me the way out swami. I love you...
Jai Sai Ram...
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