26 June, 2011

-change for the betterment-

1 week passed by so quickly, that I haven't even got the time to reflect back on what had happened. I am staying in a new house now, with new roommate and new housemates, who are from completely different cohort. This is my first time in 2 years I am staying in the same house with my seniors and juniors. Nice though. Completely new experience and I love this change. Its true what people say, change is hard to accept but changes leads to inner growth and empowerment.

I am so happy with what I have now. This one week is obviously not long but one week of happiness had given me the courage to endure all the challenges I may face in the coming weeks. I want to change to be a better person, to be a better daughter, to be a better friend, to be a better student. I want to grow up and have all the courage and strength to face all the obstacles I may encounter and think wisely at all times.

May things I have done in the past and I do regret this very moment but there is nothing can be done now. Regret does not do any good but learning from my mistakes and accepting them makes me a better person. Learning from all those experience and to never repeat those mistakes are the greatest achievement. I had been so selfish at times that I tend to forget and leave the grip of what is important in my life. In search of my own happiness, i forgot that I had completely lost the love for the people whom I care the most in my life. I wish I had the chance to make a u-turn and be who I was few years back and completely begin all over again. Of course in this world of kali-yuga that is not at all possible.
Nevertheless, its never too late to change and bring happiness to everyone around me. And make my parents proud to have me as their child. Their happiness is my happiness.

The hardest part about growing up is letting go with what you have been accustomed to and moving on with something that you haven't experienced yet.

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