-forgiveness would do-

Sometimes things happens so fast that you don't have a single moment to think what you need to do or how you need to react to a situation. So more often than not it turns into a sourish situation and turn the whole situation into a negative mood.
That's what happened today! As any other usual Friday's I go for my badminton with my family. The better part of the day is, my brother is done with his PMR and now have no more tutions as this hour, so he will be playing with us today! So, we were stoking and then the game started. I was having my handphone and was listening to songs, something I love to do! And suddenly my dad scolded me! For what? To keep my phone away! Of course I was mad! What's wrong in listening to songs? It's much fun! So, i rebelled and obviously I had to lose and with a heavy heart I kept my phone in the bag.
And so, the game started. Just a few hit and bang my brother hit the racket on my backbone! DAMN! That was one of the most painful things I had gone through after a long long time! What else I can do! I cried! I walked and walked out of the badminton court, out of the hall, out to the road crying! One part my backbone was super painful and another part I was angry with my dad for asking me to keep the phone! So adding both, I let out my feelings and cried!
Until I heard mum came looking for me! She consoled and we went back inside! I put the most sour face and went to the top most bench and sat! The next moment i found my dad scolding my brother!
I was like WHATTT! Why are you scolding him for, not that he wanted to hit me knowingly! It was just an accident and he didn't mean to! I wanted to say all this but I just don't know why, maybe I was toooo angry with everything I kept quiet! So quiet until I didn't reply any of the questions posed to me. My brother was now mood out too and coz of my dad!


At this point I realized! I realized something that I am proud of until this very moment! Why should I be mad now? What do I get? Do I achieve something? Am I bringing any good to our family? This is something we do that suppose to make us happy, something which suppose to get us out from stress. But what is happening is total opposite! And that's when I called out for my brother and we went into the court again! countinued playing like nothing happened!

In life, there is no time for us to be mad and angry at someone! Yeah, people make mistakes, forgive them and continue with your life. Imagine If I put my sour face the whole time? How would my dad feel, how will my mum be? The whole day is gone but I am happy I realized it and made the situation better!

Thank you swami for being there for me every single moment. :)