-mind clog-

You know, its just the first week of my degree in TESL in year 1 and i feel like killing myself!! Its so dam hard! I mean like, what is this? This is like my worst subjects coming to hunt me! Linguistics!! Sound like a bombastic word right.. Which of course anyone who is new to this word will think like Woooowww! What a subject? Sounds soo interesting! Trust me, that's what i thought. You know the best when you are actually in the mass lecture and learning it. I am like what the heck is all this? World Englishes, the origins, something about Indo la, the branches la! GOSH!! This is one of the killer subject you can ever have! I just hope my mindset on this subject will change sooner or later!!!
Taking about literature! Its a very nice subject but here, my problem is the lecturer! I seriously don't know how to describe him in words! You can only feel my pain if you are in the class!!!
This is only the 1st tutorial class and i feel like hanging myself. I just hope i can cope with all the subjects. OH god please help me.. Please help me to get the best in everything. Please help me to concentrate in every class and no let my mind wonder around the whole globe. Let me do well and take in every information given. I know, i can! :) :)
Have faith in yourself and everything will be fine..