What more shall I say here, was about to tell that December is always the best month of the year when things change! I shall add that things did not just change but it change to the extend that I have lost the love of one person I really wanted in my life! :(
December had been going on terrifically for me, every since the start, my birthday blast at my house and at my Sai center, Jakarta trip and the splendid Telugu camp stay with awesome people especially my cousins. But everything came to an end with just one news for one person I really need in my life. :(
I don't know why things just happen and things changed beyond what I have ever imagine. Why should it happen? Everything was just fine. :(
I still don't know what happened is for the good the other way round but one thing I shall say, never trust anyone. Even a person whom you knew since the age of 5 and growing up together. You never know when they will just leave you in times you need them the most and become complete strangers in just 2 days. It happened to me. So believe me! Trust no one!
I still can't get over it! I might look like happily smiling away and laughing for all your jokes but deep inside, I am always crying and I don't know whether I will get through this. This is very hard for me. Something you never expect in a million years happening to you now.
All I can say to myself is be strong and everything happens for a reason! Please be with me Swami. :(
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